Someone told me that "kak, 'go fishing' I think you deserve for it". And my best friend told the same. Go fishing. It is means looking for someone. Boyfriend.
Instead she talked "you always try to make everyone that you love are happy. Now, please make yourself happy. Go out. Find someone else who loves you".
Okay. I will find someone else. The man who treat me as his princess. Take care of my heart. Make me comfortable with his kindness and badness. But the question is where I can get this man? Do I sell my self for this? Or I have to make some ads in big billboard and take it on some of main streets?
Sometimes I thought. I wanna have a normal life. Like most of young lady. Hang out. Have a boyfriend. Happy then. But I know, I never be them. I didnt know when they are sad and cry. Did I know they are always happy with their relationship? Nope!
I am enjoy with my life. Have some great best friends. Hanging out with them sometimes. Although I dont have boyfriend and I want I never have. I am happy, sad, smile, laugh and crying too. The most happiness for me now is through much of the time with my family. Tell some jokes and laughing together. No gadget better.
Maybe the almost of girls who need a boyfriend because they dont have much of love from their family. Especially from their dad and brothers. But I have. Call me pathetic or whatever. I dont care. Never! :)))
All of the people can say anything with all the logic. They can tell me all of their opinion. But I have mine. And I dont have to follow what they said about. It is my life. I know what make me happy. And my parent's happiness.
Once more... I am the unique lady. I dont need a boyfriend. I just need a husband who treat me as his princess and I will treat him as my prince :p
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